Posted in Teenage Life

Can you?

Can you believe it’s over? An entire year of school. Wow. I can’t believe I’m almost done with highschool. I can’t believe it’s been 17 years. Hmm, I guess I was about to get all nostalgic there, but I won’t. I’m just amazed at everything that happened and how much it’s affected me in every way and how it hasn’t affected me at all at the same time.

What are you guys gonna do with your summer? I plan on trying to find a job and trying to enjoy my last summer before I have to go grow up. Anybody wanna just be a kid with me?

I don’t know everybody who’s on here and I don’t want to offend anybody if they’re not on my list here, but here it goes. I want to thank Ben for being a great friend and a pretty entertaining fellow, I want to thank Betsy for being my best friend for so long and never fogetting about me even when I forgot about her and everything else, and I want to thank Bri for everything: for this great site, for helping through my issues, for listening to me complain, for putting up with what a jerk I am, for putting up with how annoying I am, for brinner, and for anything I forgot to mention. That goes for all those mentioned and all those not.

Anywho, now that this is getting all long winded I think I’ll just sign off with a reminder that I want to make this summer memorable. So, leave a comment and we’ll make it memorable together. 🙂 Thanks guys.

Posted in Teenage Life

A Modest Proposal

Someone on YouTube sent me this:

“THE REQUEST:
imagine that your a very evil deman inside a human body, and your going to stomp and crush to death a human, as your very evil and your from hell your going to enjoy this and you may have a demon friend to assist you if you want, by placing the camera on the floor as you tower over it your going to stomp on the camera by raising your foot over the lense as high as you can and bringing it down very close to the lense, continue this stomping death scene for as long as you wish but remember to act like your enjoying crushing the puny human to death under your feet!!!

I hope you enjoy the fun making this video. please let me know if your going to do the request and i will stright away subscribe to you. thanks.”

Should I do it??

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Lately

I’ve been thinking a lot, trying to figure out what I should do. Maybe nothing? I don’t know, I’m still a little shaky physically. Emotionally I can’t quite tell what’s going on. I’m scared. I’ve tried to cry, but the tears just don’t come. I’ve tried to be sad, or angry, or anything really, but nothing comes to me. I’m not sure if it just hasn’t hit me, or it won’t. All I know is I’m scared, for the first time in my life I’m truely scared of losing someone. I think I’m about to lose my best friend, and I can’t deal with that. I don’t need advice, but if you’d like to give any that’d be great. Some of you may know what’s going on. If not then just disregard this, I just needed to say this stuff, get it out of my head.

In the immortal words of the Talking Heads “MY GOD, WHAT HAVE I DONE?!”

🙁