Author: Ahmy

I’ve been thinking a lot, trying to figure out what I should do. Maybe nothing? I don’t know, I’m still a little shaky physically. Emotionally I can’t quite tell what’s going on. I’m scared. I’ve tried to cry, but the tears just don’t come. I’ve tried to be sad, or angry, or anything really, but nothing comes to me. I’m not sure if it just hasn’t hit me, or it won’t. All I know is I’m scared, for the first time in my life I’m truely scared of losing someone. I think I’m about to lose my best friend, and I can’t deal with that. I don’t need advice, but if you’d like to give any that’d be great. Some of you may know what’s going on. If not then just disregard this, I just needed to say this stuff, get it out of my head.

In the immortal words of the Talking Heads “MY GOD, WHAT HAVE I DONE?!”

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Today’s post is dedicated to someone’s facebook status. If you’re confused by this, don’t worry, it probably means nothing to you.Anywho.

What if I don’t 😛

That’s right, I just posted a blog to say that so I could avoid directly speaking to this person. Mmhmm, I’m that cool.

The ones when it feels like everything is falling apart? I think that those are the best and the worst at the same time. Why? Because, it really sucks while it’s happening, but later you go back and you look at what was happening and everything just seems clearer. For me it always results in some sort of  epiphany.