I’ve been thinking a lot, trying to figure out what I should do. Maybe nothing? I don’t know, I’m still a little shaky physically. Emotionally I can’t quite tell what’s going on. I’m scared. I’ve tried to cry, but the tears just don’t come. I’ve tried to be sad, or angry, or anything really, but nothing comes to me. I’m not sure if it just hasn’t hit me, or it won’t. All I know is I’m scared, for the first time in my life I’m truely scared of losing someone. I think I’m about to lose my best friend, and I can’t deal with that. I don’t need advice, but if you’d like to give any that’d be great. Some of you may know what’s going on. If not then just disregard this, I just needed to say this stuff, get it out of my head.
In the immortal words of the Talking Heads “MY GOD, WHAT HAVE I DONE?!”
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We’re all here for you, bud.
Thank you Bri, as of current my status has fluctuated yet again to the point of being very very happy. And that is due mostly to you and Betsy. Thank you guys, you’re true friends.