Have you ever had someone tear your heart out of your chest, then watch as they rip it apart piece by piece… that’s how I feel right now.
Lost for Words…
Have you ever had someone tear your heart out of your chest, then watch as they rip it apart piece by piece… that’s how I feel right now.
Woah woah woah. What happened??
Just me and Hill. We’re kinda goin through a rough patch in our relationship right now and it’s stressin the both of us out. I can’t quite figure out what goes through her head and we both seem to say things that maybe we don’t mean, we just kinda over exaggerate a tiny bit. We’re still together and all, I’m texting her right now, but it’s hard at this age to communicate flawlessly. I had about the worst day of my life today because I couldn’t get it off my mind, but I’ll be okay. Hopefully things will work out, if not then we’ll just move on. That’s how high school is, you can’t get too wrapped up in it or you really get hurt.
What kind of a rough patch? I’m sorry, that must me tough.
Well it’s no secret that I don’t communicate super well and all, though I try to. She feels that I’m not “giving her enough” and not being what she needs in a boyfriend. She said we used to have these great conversations, now I’m all locked up around her… sound familiar? Anyway, the problem is she’s had such a rough week that there’s no talking in her, she’ll barely look at me. So we talked about it yesterday after church, she cried for at least an hour probably more about it. We’re trying to see if our relationship is something we wanna keep, and I think it is. I can’t make a judgment on her right now because she’s not acting like her normal self, she’s not laughing and smiling like the Hillary I know.
So I’ve talked to a lot of people about it today and they all seem to think that we should stay together, that we both need a little space to work things out and we’ll be back on our feet. I hope that’s the case, but if it’s not then it’s just not.
That’s probably the thing; space. A lot of relationships get tense because of the lack of space. I hope everything works out for you guys, though. You deserve it, buddy.
Ya, I hope so too. I’m doin my best right now to figure out what she wants, but it’s not always easy to read people. We’ll see tonight, we’re supposed to hang out