This is just gonna be a rambly talky talk bloggy blog like I haven’t done in ages. I’m sorry I’ve been so flippant about the site lately. I’ve just been insanely busy. College has gotten significantly more difficult in the past couple of weeks, and I feel like I should probably focus on it a bit. You know, just a bit.
There hasn’t really been much going on in my life, not things I can report on. For personal reasons, of course. I’ve been sick, that’s something. It sucked, but it was something. Oh, and I’ve also officially become obsessed with Zach Braff. Writer, actor, director, producer…. wow. Garden State. WOW.
Instead of continuing to ramble, I thought I’d just type up this thing I wrote during a lecture on Tuesday. I quite liked it, and I hope you will to.
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Look over at me. Let me catch you doing it. Let us then both smile sheepishly and look away.
Then let us venture our gaze back, and let it hold. Let the sheep fall from the smile, let it become real and vivid and wonderful. And let it carry past this moment and explode into a thousand million moments, multiplying as if by mitosis. Let is move through time and be unencumbered by tangible obstacles, detached yet forever entwined. Let us exist beyond things, beyond pettiness and drama, and let us just be. Always happy, but fully so. Never shallow or empty as it will always threaten to be. Let us just be.
All you have to do it make eye contact. Just for a second.
Yeah. Or not. My mind gets up to strange things when it’s allowed to wander.
